As I’ve been focused on healing this past year, a subject continues to arise for resolution time and time again. The repetitiveness of it cannot be ignored. The issue is multifaceted, likely karmic in nature, and highly triggering. That issue is sex, but not just sex in general, sex within my marriage. Sexual Aversion I’m […]Read more "Working Through Love: Sexual Aversion and Coercion"
It’s been a year since I posted a conclusion to the last two chapters. I know I said I wasn’t planning on a return, but I’ve been feeling drawn back here recently and so, rather than resist the draw, I’ve decided to just return and see what unfolds. When I typed the title to this […]Read more "Working Through Love"
When I began this blog, I was deep into a Twin Flame-type connection. The whole purpose of this blog was to freely explore my feelings and experiences without the knowledge of my husband and TF/heart connection. It has been five years since the heart connection now and I am a completely different person. There is […]Read more "Conclusion"
So much has happened since I last posted. I have been waiting for the month of November to come to an end because I was told in a dream that an “event” would take place. Thus far, the “event” that was promised never manifested, at least not the kind of event that I thought. Here […]Read more "Part 2: Chapter 30 – Struggle and Then Some"
Not much has happened since my last post. My sister had her surgery and is recovering well. I have only called to check-in once and had a brief conversation with my mom while my sister was in the car. All I learned was that she was doing well. Since I haven’t visited my mom or […]Read more "Part 2: Chapter 29 – Shifting and Healing"
It’s been a whirlwind since I last wrote. Or maybe whirlpool would be a better word to use being it is related to water and water = emotion. Emotional it has been, that is for sure! The last time I posted much was transpiring in my life. My sister had been sick and going through […]Read more "Part 2: Chapter 28 – Open to Love"
I needed to take an extended break and so I did. It is just now that I feel the urge to write and even now I am hesitant because so much still hangs in the air. It would be preferable to write about how everything worked out smoothly and I am on the other side […]Read more "Part 2: Chapter 27 – One Card at a Time"
I’ve been hesitant to write but as I began to type this post a familiar childhood nursery rhyme came to mind, “Ring around the rosey, pocket full of posies, ashes, ashes, we all fall down”. Specifically the last part – we all fall down – came to me as I began to type the name […]Read more "Part 2: Chapter 26 – And it All Falls Down"
Some interesting occurrences to report. An old online friend asked me to go greet a newcomer to her forum. I hadn’t been there in ages but agreed to go welcome him. Maybe a couple of days later my friend informed me that the new member had responded to one of my previous posts from 2015. […]Read more "Part 2: Chapter 25 – Take the High Road"
I’ve made some progress since my last post. I hear as I write this, “You made it through the gauntlet.” That’s good news, I suppose, but I sense this is just a reprieve. This morning I am very tired. Even after my morning walk with my dog, Monty, all I want to do is go […]Read more "Part 2: Chaper 24 – Healing Purge"