June has been a busy month. Not only has the Kundalini been raging, visiting pretty consistently all month, but there have been other events all pointing to an upcoming shift in my life. Kundalini Rather than go into all the specific experiences I will just summarize how the Kundalini is working this time around. The […]Read more "Part 2: Chapter 9 – Marital Tensions Return"
Another month has passed. I have had some interesting moments these last few weeks. For one, the Kundalini has made a comeback in some very unexpected ways. Additionally, there have been slight relationship shifts that may or may not lead to change. Desire: Alive and Well Firstly, the Kundalini has been fierce. Considering my last […]Read more "Part 2: Chapter 8 – Kundalini Returns"
Things have mostly been quiet since my last post. Much integration and application of learning. I’ve developed a new sense of Self, one of balance between my Higher aspect and my lower aspect (human/Ego). In my familiarizing with my new Self, I have come to understand the process of healing and working with the lower […]Read more "Part 2: Chapter 7 – Numb"
Much has transpired since I last wrote. Ray and I have been in communication pretty consistently up until this past week. Though initially our reconnection was joyful and pleasant, it soon became apparent that the energy dynamics between us had changed. Initially, our communications were almost identical to how they were in the past – […]Read more "Part 2: Chapter 6 – Moving Ahead"
There have been some new developments since my last post. Last month (February), my husband began to share with me some of his thoughts and realization regarding Ray. His communication was very sane, balanced and logical indicating he had put much thought into what he was telling me. At first I was cautious but the […]Read more "Part 2: Chapter 5 – New Developments"
Since my last post I have gone through a tremendous – TREMENDOUS – transformation. The person that I was when I wrote my last post is no more. The simplest way to explain what occurred in February is that a Higher aspect – some would say Higher Self – descended into this body and took […]Read more "Part 2: Chapter 4 – Transformation"
Presently I am considering going on a retreat somewhere to heal and reflect. Thus far I have not made much progress. I assume that there will be an opportunity presented at some point that will appeal to me and feel right. I am not in a hurry as it is, comfortable with waiting until the […]Read more "Part 2: Chapter 3: Future Options"