I’ve made some progress since my last post. I hear as I write this, “You made it through the gauntlet.” That’s good news, I suppose, but I sense this is just a reprieve. This morning I am very tired. Even after my morning walk with my dog, Monty, all I want to do is go […]Read more "Part 2: Chaper 24 – Healing Purge"
Since my last post things have been tough. At first I think I was just angry. This quickly turned into depression which them morphed into some major anxiety. I had the worst anxiety attack of my life on August 28th which left me wondering if something is wrong with me physically. The panic increased ten-fold […]Read more "Part 2: Chapter 23 – Panic Sets In"
Lots to report since my last post, so here it goes….. I was warned earlier this year that I was headed into a period of “hard work” spiritually. The time frame was around six months starting in March and ending in August around my birthday. As usual, I had no idea what this “work” might […]Read more "Part 2: Chapter 22 – Emotionally Simple? Not Me."
I need to post an update since it has been over two months since my last post. Where to start…. Emotionally If I had to summarize how I’ve felt over the past few months I would compare it to a yo-yo or a rollercoaster. Yo-yo is likely more fitting. Up, down, up, down. Back and […]Read more "Part 2: Chapter 21 – Yo-Yo"
Lots of activity in the last month. Anxiety The anxiety and panic attacks have stopped. It was gradual at first, so I was uncertain if they had actually gone or if they were taking a sabbatical and would return without notice. Over a week ago my husband left on business again (he is still gone) […]Read more "Part 2: Chapter 20 – Taking It Slow"
The time since my last post has been difficult. I suffered through ever increasing panic episodes, mostly when driving but also when doing other things in public. When driving to and from work I often experienced more than one panic attack and would have to breathe deeply and talk myself through each one. It made […]Read more "Part 2: Chapter 19 – Feeling Stuck"
I’m not sure where to start but I need to update before there is just too much for one post. After I posted my last post I came to realize that I not only needed to disconnect from Ray in all ways (which I did), but also from S. So that is what I did. […]Read more "Part 2: Chapter 18 – Swift Change"